[Thenooblord]

like I said, I havent had an AD since then, and I hope I never will, and i am not "flaunting" anything, I'm just stating the fact that I have gone to games and not been a hazard to anybody at any of them, at any time

and I never said I dont give a shit, I care, I care ALOT,

and not so much evil minions, antagonistic to my interests, but i was more going after the fact that the defcon incident was judged by people who werent there, based on heresay from other players, if what I did at defcon was so heinously evil, why did somebody not come up to me and tell me to go home? if that were the case, it would have gotten the message aross alot better than mean spirited PMs from people who werent there

I would like to think that I have BECOME a safe player, and I know that when I was playing at TAC, I WAS unsafe, and I didnt know/learn fast enough

I propose this then, After the ban period is finished, I attend a probationary game somewhere, and you can scrutinize everything I do, i can't fake knowlege I dont have, so if I were to do something wrong, you would know its because i didnt know it was unsafe, that I am still a hazard, then I would gladly back out of the spotlight